I feel this Yael. My maternal grandmother passed when she was 46 and her daughter (my mother) was young. I always had a fear that I’d get sick and pass, leaving my kids motherless on that same year. Logical? No. Really scary? Yes.

So as we both face 49’in a few months, writer sister of mine, let’s keep morphing and changing and growing. We may not tread exactly the same path - but you have every once the worth as any of us. In fact you might be even more powerful for it!