When I was a young woman, almost every guy I was attracted to and dated was on the spectrum.

There is a nuanced difference between being “involuntarily celebrate” as you describe yourself, and calling yourself an “incel,” as many people in this comment thread have pointed out.

Not all women are turned off by autism or Asperger’s. Not all women want to raise families or even live like the neurotypical world says we all should.

Maybe you just haven’t met the right tribe yet. I hope that you do, as you write like a genuine person and EVERYONE deserves love.